book of love_lifes

Title: My Lifes’ Blood and My Breath
Series: Learning From the Book of Love
Author: Anubis
Rated: G (angsty though)

Journal entry: July 9, 2004

I’m watching my girls outside right now. Sitting by the pool, splashing each
other and laughing, my golden haired seraphim and my little fiend. Both are
so different in outward appearance but so alike in their hearts.

Their hearts. My hearts. My loves. True and solid through thick and thin.

I can hear Luc in my head and I know he’s been hiding away a bit lately. A
bit gruffer than normal, trying to put a callous on his heart so that he’s
not caught off guard again like he was, and it pains me. He’s my brother. I
know everyone thinks I’m the bastard or he is…but in truth we’re very much
alike. He’s just a bit more outspoken than I am most of the time.

We both bruise, we both bleed, we both love intensely and unconditionally
but I think that he’s not going to let that happen again. Not unless he’s
one hundred percent. He got spooked, we all did. We thought we knew the
surety of something and come to find out we didn’t, and we got bruised.
Battered I guess. After all that went on, after our standing fast for those
we would trust, we were told that we were good in a pinch but for the long
haul, we’re not the ones.

Maybe that assessment is harsh, but that’s how it felt. How it feels. It’s
not in so many words that we were told that but the sentiment was there. Not
from all but from some of the most important ones.

So I shrug on my combat clothes and my dark cloak of concealment and I will
go into hiding myself; I will protect myself and my loves.

I share Lucs emotions, his heart and his soul; anything that hurts him hurts
me. And now with Vamps being mated, the mesh is even tighter, the pain three
fold. The emotions stronger than ever.

We need each other and maybe that’s why this happened so we could see how
important we all are to each other. Everything happens for a reason isn’t
that what they say?

I still don’t know the reasons behind the actions and I don’t think I’ll
ever know, but I do know this; my family is my life blood and my breath
without them I cease to exist.

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	* Home_the Menagerie * Home_The House of Blue * Photo Album* We've Been Blessed * Ohana* Links * Title: My Lifes’ Blood and My Breath Series: Learning From the Book of Love Author: Anubis Rated: G (angsty though) Journal entry: July 9, 2004 I’m watching my girls outside right now. Sitting by the pool, splashing each other and laughing, my golden haired seraphim and my little fiend. Both are so different in outward appearance but so alike in their hearts. Their hearts. My hearts. My loves. True and solid through thick and thin. I can hear Luc in my head and I know he’s been hiding away a bit lately. A bit gruffer than normal, trying to put a callous on his heart so that he’s not caught off guard again like he was, and it pains me. He’s my brother. I know everyone thinks I’m the bastard or he is…but in truth we’re very much alike. He’s just a bit more outspoken than I am most of the time. We both bruise, we both bleed, we both love intensely and unconditionally but I think that he’s not going to let that happen again. Not unless he’s one hundred percent. He got spooked, we all did. We thought we knew the surety of something and come to find out we didn’t, and we got bruised. Battered I guess. After all that went on, after our standing fast for those we would trust, we were told that we were good in a pinch but for the long haul, we’re not the ones. Maybe that assessment is harsh, but that’s how it felt. How it feels. It’s not in so many words that we were told that but the sentiment was there. Not from all but from some of the most important ones. So I shrug on my combat clothes and my dark cloak of concealment and I will go into hiding myself; I will protect myself and my loves. I share Lucs emotions, his heart and his soul; anything that hurts him hurts me. And now with Vamps being mated, the mesh is even tighter, the pain three fold. The emotions stronger than ever. We need each other and maybe that’s why this happened so we could see how important we all are to each other. Everything happens for a reason isn’t that what they say? I still don’t know the reasons behind the actions and I don’t think I’ll ever know, but I do know this; my family is my life blood and my breath without them I cease to exist. << Vamps' ~ Luc's ~ Anubis's >>