Title: Love Entries (part 4)

Series: Learning From the Book of Love

Companion to: Tigger's Dear Book 3

Author: Scarlet

Rated: PG-ish

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Diary,

I’m back, just like I promised, to tell you everything that’s happened since our claim.

The rest of that night and part of the next day we just enjoyed our private time together. We fell asleep in each others’ arms and woke the same way many times throughout the night, to show each other our love. Then we’d fall sound asleep the way we had just a few hours before…the night was truly magickal.

Then we came home and … well…things have changed so much, yet really not at all. Arrgghh…. I don’t know how to explain it really.

Everything that was so messed up before was suddenly back to normal. Tis and I are back to the way we were before all the mayhem started, and my mates and I are just as good as we’ve ever been.

I still wonder about the little things Bear isn’t telling me, but I can tell he’s happy. And as long as he’s happy I can live without knowing everything.

Grim and I are good. Our metaphysical bond is strong and I know he’ll always be there for me whenever I need him.

And even though I haven’t seen my Piglet that much, I know things are also well between us. After all, I heard he’d helped with the planning. He’s taken to hanging out at Jes’s place or with Cae a lot lately. If I didn’t know any better… naw, my mind’s just playing tricks on me.

Anyways. Cae. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her so happy and so confused at the same time. I think it has something to do with being in love for the first time in a very long time.

From what I can tell, things between her and Vamps are great. Cae got the two of them belly rings to wear for one another. And Vamps got her a ‘promise ring’ for her birthday.

But in the last few days on the boat, she’s seemed a little bit unsure… or maybe worried is a better word for it. She told me last night that she needs to talk to me about something but we haven’t had the chance as of yet… maybe on our next stop we can sneak off to go shopping and maybe talk.

As for me and Tigger- I’m more in love with him than ever. Every morning I wake thinking I can’t possibly love him any more, and every night I fall asleep knowing I was wrong; that I can and do love him more each and every day.

So where does that leave things with Lucifer?

Well… we were on very shaky ground right after Tigger and I got home from our trip away.

You see, I went over to visit him and Vamps a few days after. Sully’s mark had started to heal... no, started to scar. Sorry, but it wasn’t in plain view, either, thanks to the collar on the shirt I was wearing. Anyways…we were all hanging out and talking for a good bit of time, then Vamps had to go for some reason, leaving Luc and I alone. While we were kissing, he found the mark and he went a bit berserk. He yelled. I tried to explain, but that night… well, it didn’t go too good.

I think the only thing that he would have listened to that night was me apologizing…and I’d be damned if I was going to apologize for what Sully and I did. I’d wanted this for so long…There was no way in hell that that was going to happen!

It took both of us a few days to calm down enough to talk. When we did, I did apologize for not telling him when I first got there, but I refused to tell him I was sorry it happened.

To be honest, I wanted– no, maybe needed is a better word– I needed Sully to do this, if not to become my mate, before things with Luc went any farther… I mean, really. Isn’t it only right that your longer love have a claim on you before your newest one does?

Well, I think so… it’s just like I’d prefer if he was mated to Vamps before we did. Even though he says he doesn’t think he will or could after all the things that have gone on, I think he can and should. I’ve seen the two of them together. They are meant to be- they really are. But that is something they have to decide for themselves…

So like I was saying, we talked and he apologized, too… he wasn’t so much angry with me or at what happened; he was more shocked and reacted badly. And so as of right now things between us are calm. We’re still in love with one another and he’s come to accept things with me and Sully more. We spend a good amount of time together... that is when I’m not with the family and Tigger. When I’m not, I’m there with him at Raven’s Gate.

I love them both. And someday I would like both my Tigger and my Prince to be my mates, but until that day comes… I’m happy to just be allowed in their lives. To love them and be loved in return.

I think that’s about it for now, Diary, but I promise you when something else major happens, you’ll know. You always do.

~Me

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